Falling inlove w/HIV... how could this be?

--THIS IS A SERIOUS TOPIC... DO NOT ANSWER IF UR GONNA BE RUDE--i met a beautiful woman on facebook the other day... i've been single and celibate for nearly 2 yrs to avoid casual sex w/the wrong mate as i'm looking for an extended relationship w/a special person--she and i hit it off right away... tonight she told me she's HIV positive... this gorgeous french and irish woman is positive for the virus that causes AIDS... i can't believe it--i'm destroyed inside b/c she has a son and so much energy and beauty... one could never tell she was infected--i could easily fall for her but her disease frightens me badly... HAS ANYONE EVER HAD SOMEONE SAY THIS TO THEM... WHAT DID U SAY/DO AFTERWARDS? WHAT DO I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT THIS THAT I DON'T ALREADY, FROM A MEDICAL STANDPOINT?--i need help w/this b/c i really don't wanna let her go... NO RUDE ENTRIES PLZ... THIS IS SO REAL FOR ME GUYS--thanks in advance.